until ytd i realised i still love him....after i discover he and pika are some sort dating.....wah my heart totally breaks....i still cant forget him.....i still remember the times we spent together at my place as well as those quarrels and stuffs.......its all coming back........sorry im trying too hard to tell everyone im not sad im happy....im realli hurting inside specially ytd......=/ .... i did so many things to try get back his attention w/o myself even realising.....using andy, smses and stuffs..i fail badly.......and the worse thing we juz broke off like two weeks ago.......am i realli that insignificant to him?.....haiz how can he be that insensitive and dunno how i realli feels inside.......sobz sobz......down totally on the first day of CNY summore.....arghz.......the feeling sux big time.....haiz..... sorry roy didnt talk much to u ytd....totally moodless........

...........Love takes time to heal, when u are hurting so much, couldnt see that i was blind to let u go, i cant escape the pain inside, cause love takes time,i dun wanna be here, i dun wanna be here alone...