just finish this serial on mobtv..woah several touching moments..specially ruien's role by having to choose btw shaun chen and elvin ng...one that she love and the other that love her..and in the end she choose the one that love her...*surprised* as she fall in love with him in the end...haa haa touched by the things he do for her haa haa but anyway its a serial. its good to see fantasy love stories at times haa haa..i guess..recommend all to watch bahz if u all have mobtv if not then catch the serial every weekday on channel 8 at 9pm ba...

back to myself i guess..once again...i cant help feeling angry at the same time feel bad i cant control myself arghz..once again i was drunk at play ytd...due to seeing something i shldnt be seeing..why am i doing such things hmm..woke up this morning and i was feeling so much better..but kinda of regret the things i did ytd..i shldnt be but why am i feeling this way? its time for me to settle things out bahz..cant hide in my own world of unrealisticism and dont walk out of it...its time to wake up..i guess nobody knows how bad things really are..hurts really hurts...